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A new chapter for the vampire zevistair
Dec. 12th, 2020 08:14 am
https://archiveofourown.org/works/27725788/chapters/68634051
Alistair gets lost in the woods and Zevran has to rescue him. Poor Alistair is pining so much.
I can ramble here, right?
Man, it's hard to keep up enthusiasm. Nobody reads this fic.
That's not true, my friend T reads this fic and I'm just publishing for them. But I'm honestly worried about me, about my future in writing and about everybody else who stares at single digit number in reblogs/kudos/comments and just -- sighs. We just sigh.
And then the doubts creep in.
Is this a healthy way of doing this? Is this how we're supposed to be? Always acting happy and upbeat? Don't complain, don't whine, you'll scare readers off. You have to be inviting, you can't come across as demanding or nobody will read you anymore.
What about me? What about the writer behind the curtain?
